We hated each other for a long time, Amber exclusively reveals in the new issue ofLife & Style, on stands now. Things werent as it seemed in front of the cameras. Behind the scenes and at reunions, there were several incidents where things got heated, she tells the mag. Nobody was backing down. But Amber admits that was a different time in both their lives. We both at the time had some huge attitudes. Now, thats all in the continue past, says Amber, who who was most recently seen on the one-hour specialBeing Amber. Id love to give Farrah a hug now, she shares.